reality check...
"am i good enough to get that?"...this question pops up in my mind sometimes...probably more than sometimes...where 'that' keeps changing...concious self-doubt or just a passing thought of the sub-concious mind?? i dont know...the anwer to that question...i dont know again....can someone tell me that answer?? no answer to that question either..... do i want someone to tell me the answer?? may be yes...do i want someone to console me...what for???....why do i want someone to 'talk' with me, when i know it is all in my mind...i dont know again...will something help at all??...may be...may be...may be....and the story just keeps going...contemplation is a good time killer anyway....
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my friend Alok turned 25 today....so what?? everybody turns 25...whats the big deal??...the 'deal' is that we are friends for more than 19 years now...yeah...19...amazing how we are friends for so long....we went to KG together...which is the proof of concept that atleast somebody can bear me....or is it vice-versa...i wonder how much more we have to bear each other....its time he gets a girl for himself and stops bothering me.... :-)
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A line from the song 'Aankhon ke Saagar' from the album 'Saagar' by 'Fuzon'...probably my 'song of the year' ...never fails to 'kill' me...every time the same kick...that same feeling which i can't define...
sabhi dooriyaan.....yeh majbooriyaan....
bhula do unhe....main hoon yahan....
love...longing...sadness...eagerness...passion...pain...dilemma..desperation...and that ever so present confusion....
and why do i like it so much....again, i dont know.....
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my friend Alok turned 25 today....so what?? everybody turns 25...whats the big deal??...the 'deal' is that we are friends for more than 19 years now...yeah...19...amazing how we are friends for so long....we went to KG together...which is the proof of concept that atleast somebody can bear me....or is it vice-versa...i wonder how much more we have to bear each other....its time he gets a girl for himself and stops bothering me.... :-)
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A line from the song 'Aankhon ke Saagar' from the album 'Saagar' by 'Fuzon'...probably my 'song of the year' ...never fails to 'kill' me...every time the same kick...that same feeling which i can't define...
sabhi dooriyaan.....yeh majbooriyaan....
bhula do unhe....main hoon yahan....
love...longing...sadness...eagerness...passion...pain...dilemma..desperation...and that ever so present confusion....
and why do i like it so much....again, i dont know.....
Thoughts of Victim Of Desire at
11:59 PM
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Buddy... ur never gonna know if ur good enough unless u give it a shot. So mite as well give it a shot with all u got.
Hardy: Thats what i try/am trying to do...
dude..u dont judge by what u think abt urself..but with what ppl think abt u..and believe me...u rock
chaman, tu hi to mera ek saccha yaar hain..hehe...sala tu idhar aa ja yaar....its time we bring fun back to our lives..
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