NO EXPLANATIONS...
I demand an explanation...
"I dont want to give any justifications"
but whats goin on in your mind..
"oh you've been so unkind"
but i never meant to cause any hurt...
"now your actions you cant revert"
listen to me, you have to trust...
"all I feel for you is disgust"
behind that craziness was nothing else but obssesion..
"you've caused me so much depression"
but i was only a kid, i never realized what i did..
"you've lost your only chance to bid"
oh plz...i am not lying, you have to believe...
"its this relationship that i want to releive.."
let's tear all those differencs apart..
we can be great together, lets make a new start...
"pack your bags and leave, i never will care..
just dont cause me any more despair.."
to err is human, can't you forgive...
without you, you know i wont be able to live...
beautiful pictures, ohh so many, my mind had created..
but all she said was "Not Interested"....
and then she left, not saying another word..
that was the last time, from her, that i ever heard...
i was high on the dope of hope...
little did i know that there was no scope...
my throat parched
mind my had blurred
how can this be happening,
this could not have occured...
all those sleepless nights,
those dreams, thoughts of "should I give it a try"..
all that she left me with
was the choice to cry...
But I am too strong..
I knew my conscience wasn't wrong...
there was no reason for me to repent..
some things, for me, were never meant..
And now my ship's mast is high.. I'm sailing back again..
Conditioned and institutionalized, I never feel any more pain...
And though i don't know the direction to the shore..
goodness and truth will one day, help me find what I'm looking for...
"I dont want to give any justifications"
but whats goin on in your mind..
"oh you've been so unkind"
but i never meant to cause any hurt...
"now your actions you cant revert"
listen to me, you have to trust...
"all I feel for you is disgust"
behind that craziness was nothing else but obssesion..
"you've caused me so much depression"
but i was only a kid, i never realized what i did..
"you've lost your only chance to bid"
oh plz...i am not lying, you have to believe...
"its this relationship that i want to releive.."
let's tear all those differencs apart..
we can be great together, lets make a new start...
"pack your bags and leave, i never will care..
just dont cause me any more despair.."
to err is human, can't you forgive...
without you, you know i wont be able to live...
beautiful pictures, ohh so many, my mind had created..
but all she said was "Not Interested"....
and then she left, not saying another word..
that was the last time, from her, that i ever heard...
i was high on the dope of hope...
little did i know that there was no scope...
my throat parched
mind my had blurred
how can this be happening,
this could not have occured...
all those sleepless nights,
those dreams, thoughts of "should I give it a try"..
all that she left me with
was the choice to cry...
But I am too strong..
I knew my conscience wasn't wrong...
there was no reason for me to repent..
some things, for me, were never meant..
And now my ship's mast is high.. I'm sailing back again..
Conditioned and institutionalized, I never feel any more pain...
And though i don't know the direction to the shore..
goodness and truth will one day, help me find what I'm looking for...
Thoughts of Victim Of Desire at
6:19 PM
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Yes indeed ... goodness and truth will help you find the shore. But don't be too nice in today's world! It helps to think abt urself at times :-)
he..he..nor can i forget this..he.he..he..
"..beautiful pictures, ohh so many, my mind had created..
but all she said was "Not Interested"...."
stay cool!
BTW..poetry was good...loved it..as i know most of your secrets(?)
chaddi/bama: i told u that you would understand right...and u picked the right line..hehe... ;-)
Punny
I don't know what to say but i am reading this blog of yours for third time..everything seems to fit and makes more sense then ever..
"...all those sleepless nights,
those dreams, thoughts of "should I give it a try"..
all that she left me with
was the choice to cry...
..I knew my conscience wasn't wrong...
there was no reason for me to repent..
some things, for me, were never meant.. "
Am I missing something here?
creep: it does make sense, doesnt it.. I guess in some way or the other it kinda relates to most of us...and ya, good that you found the time to atleast read my blog. And do start writing man..its been long that you have posted.
hardy: hehe...no..nothing much. To put it diplomatically..lets say it probably has a small trace of reality... :-). But whatever, i cant write as well as you do. Poetry is not for me. I just took inspiration from you and one other friend and tried to atleast write some rhyming phrases!! Its good or bad is for you to decide..
Hey this hits hard......beautiful blend of hopelessness, pride, egoism and justifications and rantings about love...Hats off to you .....great work ..keep it up...
goblin: did you like this becuase it is good or did u like it because of the surprise element...that you never expected that i would come up with something like this and thus even mediocrity seems amazing??
which one is true??
it's great becoz of it's sheer belongingness.The words just flow so well .....and yes once again you proven me right as always...you are talented man...I don't know when you will mirror this reality in your brain!
Samajhta nahi hai yaar!
as i tell you always...yeh sunkar mera weight 1/2 kilo badh gaya!! hehe...point noted... ;-)
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