break...

There were/are some things going on in my mind and I was/am losing focus...previously I was atleast focussed on what my purpose for coming to the US was...but I have drifted..I yeilded myself to the flow of the stream of time. I hate losing control of myself and I can see that happening...probably for a long time now and for many things. There is a numbness that I need to get rid off. Its a peculiar feeling..I had imagined a rainbow..but hadn't thought about the rain that was neccessary to give birth to that rainbow. I guess now is the time for that rain...

I hate addictions and blogging has almost become one such addiction for me. Thus I will not be blogging anymore till I get atleast the most important thing..the thing that means the most to me..right. I will post again...though I don't know when...all I can say is that it would start with "I will be working for a company called...."

Till then, take care all...