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Thursday, December 08, 2005

Expectations

Don't expect, my friend, you'll only regret..
this, eons ago, a wise man had said...
i follow that advice...all the time..
try not to let those thoughts resurface in my head...

since 'then', i've tried to always be 'in control'..
have never really cared about the happines of my soul...
told my mind, i am commiting no crime, when i killed my dreamy heart..
when love and laughter and everything inbetween was torn apart...

Day after each day, dear life now sluggighly passes by..
i try to follow the "be good, do good" principle...
Of the Sacred Church of Loneliness..
i have become a content disciple...

but still, somedays, an evanescent thought passes by..
it flashes a feeling, draws a silhouette..and a voice calls out..
"Only one thing I ever wanted to happen..."

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Blogger Bohemian said...

minimial expectations = minimial disappointments = less pain in da ass!
..atleast this formula works for me most of da times!

2:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

!!!!!!

9:24 AM  
Blogger Victim Of Desire said...

bohemian: nice way to sum it up, makes me feel that I wasted an hour writing this!!

anon: ??!!!

9:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

alright puniya.... out with it.... where's u gettin all this stuff..... i sure as hell knw u arent inventing the words here..... let alone rhyme 'em...... cause if u r so capably thinking up such stuff with such frequency, while ur exams r on..... then boy! have i ever missed a link here in knowing u..... i knw u get senti at times.... but i am finding it HARD 2 digest tht u r writng all this by urself..... come on! who's co-authoring it......... bol saale... bol! bol! bol!.....

2:36 AM  
Blogger Victim Of Desire said...

pakya: hehe..pakya seth....ab aur kya bolu!!! think whatever makes you happy!!

how was your nagpur trip??

7:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey dont get me wrong..... the stuff's nice n i m happy reading it...... but i knw its not u.... atleast not ur words..... once im free with all my jhamela's im gonna find out ur source..... so u better spill the beans.... if not publicly then mail kar mujhe aur bataa... kaun hai tera writer.....

nagpur was good..... aftr long had gone thre in winter season.... an being a bambaiyya.... man was it chilly.. especially at night..... daytime was manageable.... used 2 sit outside on the veranda under the sun rays 2 warm up (... let me tell u .... tht was wonderful.... now i knw y the sun is there... besides torturing ) .... but night mein toh brrrrrrr! haalat ho jaati thi....... baaki all was fine.... it was a short trip neways..... my masi had a kid .... so i was half the time there playing with him.... there were'nt many jaams (peru).... but ate a lot of santra's this time......... and tht's pretty much the end of it.... ( ya!... i saw neal n nikki..... the most 3rd rate movie i've seen.... a total waste..... yash chopra going horny with a vengeance.... buddha tharki!)

u saale.... tell me the name.... ok ..... jaldi!!!!!!!

2:58 AM  
Blogger Gratedsandy said...

Beautiful thoughts man! I just can't believe there's so many ways to put the same thought across.

8:57 AM  
Blogger Victim Of Desire said...

pakya: mujhe kab milega nagpur jane ka chance yaar...i m desperate now!! and yeah, I too read that Neal and Nikki is real third grade crap...

sandy: yeah...wahi khayalat..badalte alfaz..wah wah..wah wah...:-)

9:12 AM  

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