FUNDA-MENTAL QUESTION

Some events of the recent past have left me a little shaken...may be jolted is the right word to use...but nonetheless, in retrospect I guess it was all for the good....I feel better, in more than one ways...

Moreover, it also gave me a different perspective to look at stuff...and made me realize two very important things (which are probably discovered by every guy, one way/day or the other)...

1) Girls are complicated.....way too complicated...(though I must admit that sometimes I like them that way :)...I repeat *sometimes*)

2) A girls intuition is 1000 times more powerful than what any guy can possibly ever have...

I've given up on the analysis of why they are the way they are and why they aren't the way they should be...

Yeh ladki kyon, najane kyon, ladko si nahi hoti?

Current Mood: Floating..i dont know where..
Current Song: Lukka Chuppi by A.R.Rahman from 'Rang De Basanti'. Sheer Brilliance.

TAKE IS EASY

Till some time ago, my Voicemail greeting unsolicitedly preached people to "take it easy"....many friends told me that I should learn to practice what I preach...learn to take 'it' easy...and I have seen the 'it' varying from person to person and from time to time..but the fact remains that it is a difficult art that most of us aren't good at...I am learning to getting better at all the possible 'its'...and I am much better than I was some years ago..but there still is a long way to go. Coincidentally, last week I also danced on the song "Paathshala" from "Rang De Basanti" which actually comes the closest to "taking it easy"...so I decided that I should get back to blogging...a step towards taking it easy..and to "keep smiling till *then*", which is the earnest voicemail greeting of another good friend ..

Btw, see Hrithik Roshan dancing on Pathshala & Kajra re below ... :). Thanx Goblin and Reshma for forcing me to dance. I enjoyed it...

break...

There were/are some things going on in my mind and I was/am losing focus...previously I was atleast focussed on what my purpose for coming to the US was...but I have drifted..I yeilded myself to the flow of the stream of time. I hate losing control of myself and I can see that happening...probably for a long time now and for many things. There is a numbness that I need to get rid off. Its a peculiar feeling..I had imagined a rainbow..but hadn't thought about the rain that was neccessary to give birth to that rainbow. I guess now is the time for that rain...

I hate addictions and blogging has almost become one such addiction for me. Thus I will not be blogging anymore till I get atleast the most important thing..the thing that means the most to me..right. I will post again...though I don't know when...all I can say is that it would start with "I will be working for a company called...."

Till then, take care all...

belated happy birthday victimofdesire.blogspot.com

My Dear Blog,

Wish you a belated happy birthday. You've been among the better company that i've had in the last one year. You've been through my good days and the bad...you've seen me changing as a person...you've helped me connect..made me read a lot about random people on earth who are all the same deep down...have seen me through the dawning of new friendships and frustrations of impending losses...have helped me discover that I can write 'char laina'...and most importantly...you have helped me think. So here's raising a toast for you....